The Somwehere Where I Start

I love writing. I am not particularly great at it, but I love it, same sort of feeling I have for physics I suppose; only I’ve spent some time with Physics now, way more than I did with writing. That’s unfair, but there is nothing to do about the past.

I suppose I am good with following a strategy, and I struggle with writing,  a particular example would be a story, because I don’t know what to follow. It is very creative and very confusing and I am not used to that. I give up, I give up so easily and so often that I annoy myself. If only I can allow myself to spend time struggling with it, maybe something meaningful will come out, possibly something bad, but at least something would come out. 

So far I’ve written for expressive purposes, meaning I get many feelings bottled up inside and I just need to get them out while also feeling like I am doing something that I like. Of course most of the times these drafts are not publishable, because they’re filled with very personal details that I’d rather keep to myself and to very few people in my life. In doing that I’ve really missed talking about a random topic and sending my thoughts about it to random people who may or may not know me, I missed getting feedback which is usually good because people who have other opinions probably prefer not to share them with me, although I’d like to know both. 

So this blog is dedicated to share my very personal thoughts about (hopefully) impersonal topics, although I won’t commit to that, and I might in future occasions make rash decisions about what to share. This is also dedicated to self-care since I write for happier and more fulfilling days. 

20 Jan ‘18